In a land far from the human eye we
visit a place where healing is sacrifice and life through healing could mean
death. This place is called Chandres, a town where the healthy are praised and
the sick become estranged to the people. Chandres is a wealthy town because
each of its people who have health are being paid to be healthy. Let me further
explain. In this town if someone falls ill of, let’s say, a serious fever,
someone who may love you enough or just act out of compassion can come along
and trade places with you. So whoever has healed you is now sick for eternity.
On the bright side of being ill all your life in exchange for someone’s
happiness, you shall never die from this illness. The thing we find most common
in the ones we call healers or protectors is their lack of mental health. It’s
found common that the ones who take on illness only last so long before
realizing their life is over anyways, so they take it in their own hands. What
a tragedy this is for our society but we learn to live and move on from such
thoughts because after all we are the ones who live a good life in Chandres
“the land of healing.”
For years it has been said by those
that have not seen, that our land does not exist, but it does for those that
have had one of their lives changed by one of us. We of course, are not
abductors or thieves of people but once a year, someone from our choosing gets
to go to any land they choose in pursuit of someone they would like to heal.
For many people in Chandres, “Hidden Choice Day” is a great opportunity to help
those less fortunate as us who suffer because after all our society is taught
to nurture and help. For others such as the one with whom our story begins,
“Hidden Choice Day” is a fait some never want to be a part of or have on their
head.
I will share with you a very special
incident that took place many years ago, here in our lovely town, about a girl
names Cassandra Bearings. She belonged to a very wealthy family in Chandres who
had not had a family member picked for “Hidden Choice Day” in decades until it
came the time for Cassandra’s name to be put in our choice bucket.
“Maaaaaaaammmaa!” Cassandra shouted
from her bedroom door, across to her mother.
“What! What! What!” screamed her
mother as she came running down the hall in a panic.
“It’s today…today isn’t it? I could
be chosen to heal someone and then I will never see either you or papa ever
again.”
Cassandra
looked at her mother in laughter and pitty on her daughter’s distress and said,
“Oh my dear, Cassy Bear. Our family hasn’t been chosen for decades. We are
close friends with the governors and you are best friends with their daughter.
So even if you we randomly chosen, they would never think twice to make sure
you never to have to make such a horrible decision.”
With
her mother’s calming words to hold onto, Cassy got herself together in her best
outfit and cloak and headed with her parents down to the governor’s home to
meet with the governor and his wife before the choosing. Cassandra was best
friends with the governor’s daughter Sasha so having her by Cassandras side was
easing a lot of stress.
As
every choosing day goes, the same old enthusiastic speaker gets up on the
biggest stage in the city and gives all he has to present “the One” to the town
of Chandres. As Cassandra and her friend go up to their places in front with
all of the rest of the potential chosen’s, they get dirty looks from the rest
of the young contestants. Cassandra just ignores it though, because she knows
why all of these looks are coming their way, Sasha is the governor’s daughter
so her being up at the front to see if she has been chosen is pointless. Sasha
will never be picked because her family is the one with final say in who goes
to heal. Cassandra and her family are best friends with Governor Rowlings and
his wife Tiffany, so even she will be exempt from having to go, that is so she
thinks.
As
our enthusiastic speaker makes his last remarks and what he likes to call
jokes, he hands the event over to the Governor Rowlings and his wife.
“It
is with great pleasure that I am here before you. My wife and I are here to
support the family of any name that gets picked here today. In our land we are
privileged and blessed to have this healing power, so to whoever this choice
may be today, may you be reminded of your ability to show compassion and grace
to those less fortunate than us.” As the governor walks over to the choice
bucket he glances at Cassandra in a way that she has never been directed at her
before and it instantly made her uneasy again.
Governor
Rowlings puts his hand into the buckets and pulls out a name, pauses for a
moment and says, “Cassandra Bearings, our lucky choice healer of the year!”
Cassandra is in so much shock that she almost doesn’t recognize the name to be
her own. The words she has just heard are ringing in her ears and everything
happens so fast from here. People are pushing her to the front, her mother
falls to the ground in an agonizing cry, and her father trying to lift his poor
wife from the ground looks in disgust and helplessness at the governor and his
wife whom he once called friends. Cassandra is suddenly on stage and forced by
the chanting of her people to give a speech. She opens her mouth but no sound
comes out. She tries again and this time says with a strong face, “I have been
blessed…Now I will fulfill my duty to bless others. Thank you for your support
Mr. and Mrs. Rowlings. I am eternally grateful for how you will take care of my
family. Thank you,” and she walks back down to the crowd that has now dispersed
everywhere around her.
Her
mother is grasping on to Cassandras sleeve as tears of utter sadness stream
across her face. As they walk through the crowd of people congratulating her,
her father is also talking of some crazy plan to have Cassandra hidden away and
made to be thought dead so she will not have to heal anyone and take on their
sickness. The reason they do this is because they know that their daughter has
such a compassionate heart that when she makes her choice, it will be someone
with a terminal or painful illness. This is never a fait they wanted for their
daughter and never even expected for their daughter. The Bearings family feels
betrayed and instead of the usual brunch prepared at the Rowlings house after Hidden
Choice Day, the Bearings are band from even coming to the Rowlings house.
“Cassy,
you must listen to me!” exclaims he father. “I have made plans for you to hide
away so you will not have to heal. But if my plan will work you have to leave
before sunrise.”
“Papa,
I know this is the last thing you want to hear from me but would it really be
all that bad for me to save immortals life?” Cassandra explains.
“Please
don’t do this to your mother and I, I beg of you!”
“Okay,
Okay, Fine! I will do as you wish. I will leave by morning and go where you
tell me. I’m sorry I even asked for anything different because I can only
imagine how my family being left behind feels,” Cassandra finally concludes.
“Thank
goodness you have come to your senses child! Your mother and I love you, so go
and rest your head for the time you can and I will set up your arrangements and
wake you when they are prepared. Remember Cassy Bear, you’re mother and I love
you,” says Cassandras father as they say their goodbyes and Cassy is dismissed.
Cassandra
knows her history and knows how to make a good choice in who she should help,
but for whatever reason in her head she is not scared, but rather she is ready
to take on such a responsibility. She never thought she would be chosen but for
years has always had it in the back of her head what kind of suffrage she has
wanted to take on. In class she became knowledgeable about many sicknesses, but
decided to choose Leprosy. You may be asking yourself, why would she choose a
disease where she will be sent to life away from others and live in constant
pain as she sees her body slowly eat itself and disappear before her? For these
reasons exactly is why she chose such an illness. Cassandra has always grown up
so loved and with whatever she wanted right before her. She was popular,
practically praised, and very beautiful. For Cassandra and her big heart, she
wanted to help someone who has never felt the joy she has or the love she has.
Through her sacrifice she will be comforted knowing someone can live the dream
of escaping such a horrible life and agony. Her thoughts are these: since she
has been blessed in the beginning of her life, someone else should be blessed
in rest of theirs.
Dawn
was soon around the corner so this meant Cassandra had to make a choice and
fast. She could do what she felt in her heart was right and her duty even or
she could take the easy way out and pretend she has died and go live with
distant cousins where she can live free and be happy. I wouldn’t be telling
this story if an interesting decision wasn’t made at this moment. Cassandra
gets up before her parents come to wake her and brings with her nothing but a
pair of clothes and a picture of her parents and sneaks out the back winding
staircase which leads to the back exit of their home. She makes it to the governor’s
home just in enough time, before sunrise. You see sunrise is a key element in
the magic played in transporting to other worlds. When the sun rises on the 15th
of December, there is a red light that crosses over the land and takes the one
which has been chosen to the land they have chosen. Now, the land has to be
specific and each chosen one has to write down their information and where they
plan to go in a magic book that contains the names of all the people ever
chosen to heal. Cassandra has chosen a Leprosy village in another land called
Mortesha.
As
Cassandra walks up to the stand where she will be magically teleported at any
moment, she meets eyes with Governor Rowlings who glares at her but she is
really not sure why. At this point it does not matter so she stands, waits, and
is within an instant in another world smelling new scents, hearing new sounds,
and breathing new air. She is unsure how to choose just one person to heal,
after all don’t each of these people deserve happiness? She walks to the gates
of the Lepor village and is greeted by two people where they quickly give her
equipment and dress her so she does not catch any illnesses hiding and lurking
in this fortress. When she is all done prepping she walks in with one of the
ones who had dressed her so she can be shown around. The village path seems to
go on for miles and as they walk together, each case the guide speaks of seems
to get worse. After walking for so long, the guide leaves her for a moment to
check on the average daily facilities which is when Cassandra takes her
opportunity to heal.
There
in a dark room, where an old man lays with his whole body covered. She walks up
to him but he is barely able to speak. She’s scared to uncover the man and see
what he is hiding but does so to see what kind of illness and how bad it just
might be. To her fears, the man’s arms are laying in the places where they fell
off and the man is unable to pick himself up because he is so weak and hurting.
The man just lays there staring up at her with a look of helplessness and that
tells Cassandra “this man is going to die if she does not help him. She leans
down takes her sanitized protection off and lays her hands lightly on the man’s
chest and begins the healing magic within her which she has never used before.
As soon as she feels the man is being healed, she opens her eyes and sees joy
upon the man’s but also the confusion. For the couple of seconds she is healing
him Cassandra looks upon the man’s face as though a mother who has just given
birth to her newborn would. Then, within and instant, the man is fully
recovered and she is lying on the ground in utter pain.
Cassandra
has never truly felt pain in her heart. As a young girl she experienced a
slight wound on her knee when falling in a game of chase which is very unusual
for healers in Chandes. All residents of Chandes hold the magic of
self-immunity to any wounds, to be cut by merely falling on the ground would
mean you are not fully native by blood to Chandes. This has never been heard of
before or at least not to the ears of Cassandra. So for the first time
Cassandra is almost in a state of dying. She looks over and the man is jumping
for joy and running away before he can even thank her and Cassandra is left
there in the darkness of the room, staring at her arms that have fallen just
like the man’s once were. Then after only 5 minutes or so she is having a warm
sensation run through her body just like that of when she transported to the
foreign land the first time. Within the time it takes her to process what is
happening, she opens her eyes up from blinking in awe and she is back at the
governor’s house but this time the transport room was empty because no one ever
comes back after a healing.
Cassandra
grabs her arm and then her other arm to see that she feels no pain and that she
is completely healed herself. She doesn’t know if this is good or bad or if the
man she helped even stayed healed so she runs up to the stand holding the
magical book and sure enough a man’s name from the village she went to, name
pops up as to record that they have been healed. Cassandra looks around and
immediately knows she must not tell anyone in the governor’s house and that she
needs to go home to ask her parents for help.
She
sneaks back in through the way she came to find her mother and father grieving
for the daughter they were only supposed to be pretending to grieve for who
actually defied them and ran away to go heal.
“CASSANDRA!” her mother shouts in disbelief.
“How are you here with us!? The Rowlings spoke word of you going to heal and
how they saw you with their own eyes being transported!”
“Mother!
Father! I was transported and I did heal a man! A man with Leprosy in a strange
village! I don’t know what happened, but after healing him I was transported
back to the governors house and even healed myself! I have no idea what
happened,” Cassandra exclaims in confusion and dismay. Cassandra’s father leads
her and her mother into a secret room Cassandra did not even know existed and
closes the sliding door behind them.
“Cassy,
your mother and I have something to tell you that will explain everything. We
were hoping this would be something we would never have to explain but under
these circumstances it is necessary to your safety now,” Cassandra’s father
goes on to explain.
Cassandra’s
father is full native healer and was even chosen when he was the same age as
Cassandra to heal someone. When he went, the woman whom he healed only had a
case of sore throat (he was not as
compassionate as Cassandra was in choosing what kind of illness to heal). He
ended up falling in love with this mortal woman who he healed and since he contained
the magic to transport back to Chandes, figured out how to take her with him
and so he did. When they arrived in Chandes, they had to undertake new names
and identities as to not get caught by the governor and thrown out for their so
called crime. For all of these years Cassandra has grown up half mortal, and
half healer which has made for a very unique kind of healing girl like herself.
“Everything
makes sense now! Why wouldn’t you tell me such important information!?”
Cassandra yelled.
“Because
Cassy, we had to keep it as secret as possible and the less people that knew
the better. We did not want you to ever be asked by someone’s suspicion and
half to lie for your family. It was just better this way. Please just try and
understand it was for your own good!” pleaded her father.
Cassandra
always knew she was different but always kept it inside. She knew she was not
like the other little girls who could jump from the highest trampoline in the
park and not get hurt while she could feel pain in her belly just from eating
something new. Now that she has this knowledge she is putting all of the dots
in these series of events together. All of her questions finally have answers
like, “why did the governor glare at her before she teleported,” “why did
people she called friends and maybe even her second family let her be chosen
when they always promised it would never happen?” It was all because the
governor was suspicious and onto the lies the Bearings have been telling for
all of these years. He wanted a good way to get rid of the secretive family
while not causing rebellion or trouble for his land. This was the perfect set
up: send the daughter away to be a healer so she can never return (because he
knew that she would choose a terminal disease), and wait for the parents to
pass of old age because at this point they were too old to have another child
anyways. So with that being said the line of “half breeds” would be dead and
gone and the Chandes people will continue you to live in peace and prosperity
without any outsiders to brings uneeded change to the system of the people.
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